I give up world, you have won
Just too much pressure, I'm only 21
Negative thoughts, deep isolation
Can’t get out of bed, no motivation
I am numb...feeling dumb
Is this all that I've become
Alcohol, pills to numb the pain
These are my vices when I feel shame
Dead inside, lack of sleep
Finding it hard to even eat
Mind is racing, confidence is low
My life, my happiness, where did it all go?
Depression, anxiety, and fear all take a bow
For today my Happiness is NOT now
When I was 21, I made a decision to move to the Philippines. Family and friends thought it was a career move, however I knew the real reason...I needed to find myself.